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He's a different man

He's a changed man now  He's a different man now  He's a new person altogether  He's not someone I knew  He's not someone I had known  He's not what I thought  He's not what I wished  He's a changed man now  He's not my man now He walks differently  He talks weirdly  He smiles strangely  He laughs rarely  He looks different  He's lost his charm  He's lost his girl  He hides his feelings  He doesn't express openly  He has a different outlook He's found a new world He's found a new girl  He's not someone I loved  He's a monster inside  He doesn't look decent  He doesn't initiate  He's a different man now  He doesn't care anymore  He doesn't want it anymore  He doesn't love anymore  He's not someone I knew  He's someone I had known  He's no more interested in me  He's no more aware of me  He's not the perfect man  He's stopped being swee...

Surviving the dreams.

I felt fragile under his hold, so fragile that I thought I would shatter into pieces the next second.  *** Have you ever wanted to bear a child at the age of 16? Have you ever had the chance to do so? What if you did have a chance? Would you? *** I had just turned 17 a month ago and could already feel the jitters setting in. Jitters of nearing adulthood, but was I ready yet? The answer never really kicked in. I was in high school when I met Kabir, the cute guy next door. Ever since, I had been imagining my future and a sweet parenthood with him. So much so, I wasn't surprised when I found myself craving a sight of him over the subsequent days. But we were not meant to be.  *** We had a stay back in school on one of the many afternoons during the winter of 2012. After the session got over, I decided to walk down from school to home. The distance wasn't as much as it seemed it was. Just as I was halfway through, I felt a tug at my ponytail and a gripping force at my belly which ...